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It's been a while since I did an introduction post. (CW for length) 

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Very old and silly pic of early Julie... who honestly has not changed much in the 10+ years since I doodled this...

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Do you have gender?

It's ok. Many of us either do or did at one time. It's a somewhat common thing, really.

Did you know that you do not need to keep your current gender if it's not working well for you?

You can have more gender... less gender... no gender... all the...

... well, no, you can't have all the gender. I mean, save some gender for others that may want some...

Point is, you get to choose how much and what type(s) of gender you want, and you get to choose how you want to express it.

Yes! You do!! Yes, you!!!

Julie... we need to calm down.

We are having way too many fights and arguments with phantasms and doppelgangers in our mind, and this is a thing we do when we're overstressed, and it never actually helps.

It just cycles the rage and twists it inwards and feeds this pattern. It doesn't solve anything... and makes us look crazy because it spills outward and suddenly we find ourselves sitting in the car and shakingly snarl-screaming at delusions that aren't real.

I know the world is maddening, right now... and I'm sorry...

... but we can't give in to the madness.

It doesn't help anything.

wow this blew up im a 3d artist and im poor and have no job you should ask me to make something for you for money, i have details in my pinned toots

SOLOMON GRUNDY
WORKS ON A MONDAY
OUGHT TO STAY HOME
BUT GOTS TO MAKE MONEY

We went out for a drive into the tiny villages and towns in the backroads, and stopped in a few old cemeteries so Raccoon could take some pictures, because we're creepy and kooky, and Raccoon needed some time out of the apartment...

Sad to report that the GreatAmericanMoron is still alive and well in the rural stretches of the country, and the HeilDonler flags were out and flying...

So, I'm depressed, now...

open-source low-cost ventilator (covid)(pls boost) 

Looking to support crafters and creators:

Where does one go to for ordering facial masks?

I am awake, but my mind is not yet out of my morning fog, so I am sitting here reading posts, but not comprehending or remembering what I read on the previous lines as I'm reading the current line...

... and it's giving me a headache, so I'm gonna try to be fluff-brained for a while...

I lost my braiaiaiaiaiains down in Aaaaaaaaafricaaaaa...

I have been without my meds for a year, now, since I lost my job last March...

I won't be able to see a doctor for a while to get back on them, because it's been too long that they can't just re-up the scrips.

I'm... I might be better with the depression and fixations if I had the meds, but there's little I can do about it, for right now.

I’ve rehosted all the ventilator service manuals available on frankshospitalworkshop.com/equ as of today to my personal server in case any get taken down. pileof.rocks/VentilatorManuals

I'm home... and doing better than earlier...

I crashed fairly hard, but I calmed down after a few hours... and a few bathroom breakdowns...

Depression rant. References to animal harm. 

Asking for help, money, URGENT 

I crashed hard earlier in an anxiety attack at work...

... doing better, at the moment, but I'm not coping with all this stress very well, and it's definitely wearing on my mind-stuffs.

A moment for my age, if you don't mind...

youtube.com/watch?v=e0QbbnIYa0

I can't hear this song, even this incredible modern interpretation by Weird Al... without being shut back to the 70s as a young child, and hearing Glen Campbell playing this on the guitar with an orchestral backing... and being very moved by the song... even though it says nothing...

... it just says it so well...

My arm is mercifully feeling better... I was terrified of this being a larger issue, but whatever was causing the pinch-pain is gone now.

I've had these pains in my neck, before, but never in my arm like this.

Yay, getting old!!

Burnout is hitting rapidly, these days (depression rant) 

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