Draak-Kin Nautilee @nautilee@dragon.style

So, Tess ( @pillowcat ) is... no longer able to work, and I'm not able to work and still fighting through disability stuff. We need about a hundred dollars to make rent this month... and that's assuming we manage to spend nothing on food the rest of the month (that's near impossible with my disability) we thought we were going to be ok after asking for help last week but now we're spiraling b/c of neither of us being able to work

paypal.me/nautilee every little bit helps

new profile picture time! :3

cropped from minifloofderg's art of plush me, fullsize at https://floofgrotto.net/minidragonart/blog/2019/10/snugglsnek/ (CW: multi, eye contact in art)

I am surrounded by bats, cats, and dragons, and it's lovely.

oblivion screenshot, alcohol mention, dragon

oblivion, visual pun

oh gosh no this mod adds spider enemies, I avoided one of the other big overhauls b/c it had spiders and I was hoping this one didn't.

On the bright side, I get to try out an alternate big overhaul mod (MOO) that I've heard good things about and compare it to the previous big overhaul mod I was trying (OOO).

and MOO is much better shorthand for a mod name than OOO imho.

That pic I posted last night of the spyro that is just completely fed up is me right now wrt having to completely reinstall oblivion and all my mods b/c I managed to break something in a way I didn't notice until several dozen hours into the game and I had to restart from scratch to fix it

oof that last level just... the design just fell apart in the last half and not in a fun way. lotta hidden junk that required almost perfectly executed glide jumps and every miss required doing a third of the stage over again. Ooooofff.

unlocked the concept art page and, er. I love how absolutely *fed up* spyro looks in this image

@pillowcat

hey guys we really need help paying for food, we're running out and out of grocery money, every little bit helps, paypal.me/nautilee

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ever since I started HRT my dreams have become ridiculously vivid. it's not exactly a bad thing but sorting reality from dream takes me a while when I wake up

@pillowcat

time to boost this back around b/c it's that time of the month we need food money and stuff :(

cursed myself by commenting the other day that I hadn't had a migraine in a while.

feeling the beginning of one tonight, gonna be rough.

It's really, really weird. I am *extremely* phobic when it comes to spiders. Especially in first-person games. And it covers a wide range of spiders and spider-like things - Metro's Spiderbugs, minecraft's spiders, sometimes even crabs can set it off.

And yet anthro spiders? instantly disarms the fear. Spiders crossed with other creatures? Also disarms. Mostly. Galvantula and joltik? No fear here.

Phobias are *weird*