Heteronormative Garbage @Phorm@dragon.style

Hello there, Fediverse!

I'm Phorm. I'm a vixen, and a chemist, and most importantly: I'm a genie. I spend a little too much time puttering about the internet, and a non-zero amount of time being shamelessly horny on main (Though admittedly a lot of it can be crypto-horny).

As I sometimes discuss sensitive topics, I'm a bit wary about followers. If you'd like to follow me, please note:

1.) Please be over 18 (I lean NSFW)

2.) Please send me a DM first, particularly if we have a previous connection

3.) Please note that I am BEYOND genie obsessed and if you follow me you will be getting a face full of GENIE.

#Introduction

Hello Mastodon. Hello Dragon.Style.

Some of you here know me, but most likely do not. I'm Phorm. I'm a rather mundane thing, work in chemistry, and spend too much time puttering about the internet. I'm not a dragon, but I think dragons are keen.

I fancy myself a genie. I am obsessed with genies. Like VERY obsessed with genies. I spend way too much time talking about genies. In fact, I'll likely be rambling about genie research in this space often.

#Introduction

It's only a genie if the bottling took place in the Geníe region of France. Otherwise, it's just a bottle of sparkling djinn.

I wonder if there's any hope for me, anywhere that I might go. Everywhere feels alienating, and I never belong anywhere.

But maybe, once everyone gives up on me, I'm finally free? But is that worth it?

I don't know. But it feels like I'm going to find out really quickly.

No, I can't seem to shake my desires. Though Lord knows I'm trying my best to extract them or supress them. I keep failing.

But anyhow, in my recent searches I seem to be stumbling, every so often, upon pictures of a genie with her back to the camera. Looking over her shoulder with a knowing and "come hither" expression. I've found a few unique instances of this. All clearly with the implication of "this hot genie wants to do something with you, the viewer".

My brain has seized on these pictures in a very different way. A very problematic way.

See, my brain says these were obviously people who were /not/ genies moments before the picture in question. These were individuals who had no interest in becoming genies - in fact, they were fleeing in order to escape geniefication. But the bottle needs a genie. Or the master holding the bottle needs a genie. So fleeing won't work.

What we're seeing in the picture is the moment after the thick hazy smoke clears, or after that sudden, unstoppable /snap/ of magic. The moment when, "No, fuck you!" becomes "~Mmm, your wish is my command". Where the previous resistance is overwritten with genie confidence and obedience, and body is molded into Djinn perfection.

And of course I imagine myself in that situation.

My brain's fucked up. It's extremely problematic, being non-con and awful. But I can't gut it from my head the way I ought to.

There are two wolves inside of you.

I can try to remove them, but if I hit the sides the buzzer will go off and I'll lose my turn.

God Is Dead

https://twitter.com/kfc/status/1141799117896634368

Part of me wants to backslide, hard. Wantonly.

But I know I'll just regret it and pay the consequence later.

"Remember to tag "Impossibly Large Penis", please. Just because it’s obscured by pants does not mean it’s not there."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHo7npmGcHU

While I'm breaking my own self imposed rule and posting here while I REALLY shouldn't be, I would like it if my body would stop being in constant, insufferable GI distress.

Recently got publicly chastised and penalized on a forum I frequent for "Nihilistic Doomsaying" in response to my supposition that our current political climate isn't going to improve. I'm not particularly rankled about that - It's well within rights - But I am disturbed at the trend I see.

I see it around here a lot too.

The "Everything is going to turn out fine" mentality. The "It's not as bad as you think" mentality. The "We just need to vote" mentality.

You know, pretending that there aren't child concentration camps happening, or people calling for the extermination of the oppressed.

And while you're all pretending about that, there's arguments raging about how you can't call a bigot a bigot because that's hateful, and how you can't demonitize them on YouTube because an infringement of their speech.

Jesus fuck, no wonder evil's winning. Good thing they pay well.

There are five wolves inside of you.

However, if you pull the lever, the trolley will be diverted and there will be one wolf inside of you.

Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed - life seems harsh and cruel.

Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. Great Djinn Phorm has a bottle. Go and see her and she will make you a big titty genie."

Man bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor... I am Phorm."

I feel better about siding with them. Pretending they'll ever be held accountable, pretending they'll ever lose power, that's nothing but hope.

And hope is always a goddamned liar.

"[Oppression] should be expected. This is what people are refusing to accept. I get it, it's scary, but pretending we aren't where we are isn't helping. The side that is willing to toss out all the rules and go with anything goes, and then outlaw and criminalize the other side's values and ideology is going to WIN."

"One side is playing for keeps, the other keeps pretending there is a political or democratic solution to all this."

"You can not leave the magic."

Goddamn it, universe.

Why the fuck did I watch this

Fuck

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyTkC554CP4

Facts and reality don't matter anymore.

People like to highlight this as a good thing, because it means implicitly that you can forge your own reality. But you can't.

Reality is now defined by the crusty rich white men who control everything. Your perception doesn't matter. You desire doesn't matter. Neither do your "rights" or "existence". They define your worth, your life, and even your gender.

You can protest this, but that will not change the fact that they control reality now. No one can or will stop them. They openly laugh at that prospect, because they know you're all useless.

Learn to lick their boots if you want to survive. I know I will.

I've just confirmed that I'm pretty much a monster, and I'm beginning to think the isolation strategy is once again the best option.

The situation I was put in was literally unwinnable. It felt unwinnable. I just...

It was very much supposed to be a position from which I could help. It was very much supposed to be a situation that was a doorway to other people who shared my interests. But I fucked it up. Again.

I can't get into it, but every option was going to hurt someone. I hurt others already. In the end I feel like it's best if I just hurt myself.

Woke up to my phone showing me text messages from GOP organizers, warning me of the democrats trying to destroy the second amendment and the electoral college.

I'm not sure I want to consider this coincidence. Might be a sign.

I guess trans people are being actively erased again? Denied healthcare universally or something like that?

My plan to go over to the other side is looking more and more like the right move.