growlery
I found something worse than "RTFM!" or a how-to youtube video. It was a bunch of people spamming "sign up for the webinar" link. Great, a youtube video I need a zoom schedule to watch.
Now I'm in that mode where I showed up in someone else's space and I'm all angry ... but I'm the only person who's angry so this is all on me and I need to cool off.
growlery
Contrary to what I may project, I don't *like* being angry. I'm very good at being angry, I get angry very easily. I can be entertaining when I'm angry. But I don't usually enjoy being angry.
I don't know if they still call that 'pushing buttons'. In the era of Internet trolling, I don't feel as paranoid any more; I know some people are out to get me, especially people who can profit monetarily.
That doesn't make me feel better. I don't like that my negative emotions can dominate me like this.
growlery
I'm nonbinary because I'm feminine enough to want to cry and too masculine to actually do so. #SocialConstruct