scared some Show more
Gah.. I decided to think on whole heart stuff, that I get pretty rapid pulse going up the stairs and.. just walking home from university. So I'm now worried, what if there are some heart issues? But last time I went through specialists, they found nothing? Other than slapping a catch-all thing that practically means "healthy but anxiety" or something.
(+) Tasty biscuits/cookies Show more
So I am trying to understand what the heck is that cookie is to find a recipe of it.
Got almonds (and cinnamon?) in it, pretty springy, not wet nor dry. This example was cut out after being cooked, not before because apparently they had nothing to cut it out with before. I haven't got recipe nor name :C
(-) Panic attacks, grumbling Show more
Bleh. Stupid little quirk of darn brain x.x
So after some observation over myself and so, it seems that I am having a panicky state from.. thinking of panic attack in terms of "what if it is heart issue", etc. And feeling of something lightly brushing/tightening over my chest (hi shirt or blanket and my sore chest muscle) makes me worry more. Up to jumping from it all. Brr, adrenaline feels weird when it jumps x.x
Meanwhile I am happy with that I managed to set up a one-node cluster of Ceph.
Apparently a minimum replication requirement is not a recommendation and is mandatory for data to be "active" and onlin.
Panic attack aftermatch, still some worrying, stuff. Show more
Hooray. It's evening, I am still alive, and I am still having faint numbness that I am pretty much constantly squinting at in my head and worry over ever so little all the time. Along with faintly wet eyes, faintly numb tongue, faintly tingling lower/left-ish lips... Though some stuff on right too! Sometimes.
Oh, and I remembered that my dad was a paramedic for 4 years some time ago, woo.
And still feel sorry for a friend I scared into screaming to go to hospital >.>
And then got them kinda annoyed at me for saying that I can't because parents being awake and telling me that I am okay and calling an ambulance is not needed.
*grumbles a bit*
Over-panicking about panicking Show more
So... I guess I have had (amd still kinda do) a panic attack.
And I'm still worried what if it was a heart attack. Wikipedia really helps with saying how panic often "feels like patient is having a heart attack". Fucking positive feedback loop.
And calming down feels scary as I keep feeling faint numbness on left near armpit, in upper part of it.
TIL that if you open CW in timeline, and you have the message visible in that column thing? It opens the CW in both~!
It all started with politician’s nasty tweets at each other. Then it escalated to comment wars spanning practically every site. Now, every day, everywhere, the Internet is being bombarded by DOS attacks and viruses on websites of all kinds. World War III has begun, and it’s entirely online.
Sick/dying pets, grumbling Show more
My dog is making me whimper and cry as he just... keeps whining and barking and licking and just making so much noise... Oh and he's paralyzed on hindpart and has utterly no bladder control.
And because of living with parents, there's not really much I can do on this. Woo.
Slowly going crazy from this tiny stream of constant, persistent and unending stress.
On the other news: my table is now clean. Ish. Mostly clean, I swear!
If the ink stains the sink even after you have diluted a tiny drop of it, then washing it off of anything is going to be pretty hard to do.
Good thing my table can't talk. It probably would chew one out for staining it with all this baystate blue ink.
On the other news, refilled my other pilot pen, and finally got to try the GLITTER~~! ...ahem, the glittery ink c..c
Seriously, did something go wrong for Stylus recently? I can actually notice it re-attach the style. I have NEVER seen that before.
This history rewriting is annoying...
Apparently the "back" button also uses that.
Theory: URL change causes it to re-check if the style applies to the new URL still, and unloads the style for a tiny moment.