NSFW furry art, nudity
Sketch I did of my fursona that wound up turning into a roughish lineart, based on a photo ref I took of myself! Today I tweaked a couple things and added a smidge of shading in places to try and start figuring out pencil stuff again.
Also hashtags are supposed to be actually useful on this site so uhhh #FurryArt I guess??
meta, snouts and fedi in general
i have such weird feelings about just kinda, everything when it comes to masto. in principle the idea of twitter but Not Garbage is powerfully appealing to me, and i advocated for people switching for quite a while. and whenever people dismiss the fedi as a whole, or especially recently the many "snouts was always bad of you werent in the right cliques etc etc" ive always felt resentful of that, bc most of those people either hadnt given masto a fair shake, or had expectations of how things Should work that dont align with how, freakin, humans interact with each other esp online
but..... ive also never really gelled with this whole, format myself either. i dont even look at instance or federated timelines because im just.... i do not have the bandwidth to absorb hundreds of posts that i dont have context for or care about, i dont have the capacity and energy to try to integrate myself into a new Community and form a thousand new micro-relationships when im barely able to give the people i deeply love as much attention as i want to
the reason ive still stuck around on twitter (even tho lately ive massively MASSIVELY been limiting my time there to great benefit) is because if i want to have any social media experience at all, its... gonna be centered around the people i already love and care about. i mainly only use my AD when i do twit, because thats the smallest most well-curated group/space i have of the most people i know i can trust with the most things
on top of that the culture wars in furry in recent years and the constant Moral Purity anti-kink crusades have made me immensely distrustful of... "communities" in general. i no longer feel really attached to The Furry Community or The Online LGBT Community because those spaces have just... demonstrated themselves to be too openly hostile to people like me. its very hard for me to trust any space with enough people that i cant verify i can trust all of them or at least have someone i do trust vouch for them
so... yeah idunno. socially, especially online, i am... kind of a closed system at this present part of mt life, and fedi has really never meshed with that quite right. things would probably be a lot better if people had mass-migrated at that critical time, but as it stands the majority of people i love are just not on masto, so im not able to surround myself with those people, and the replacement for that here is "get involved in your instance community!" which im... just not interested in, sadly
posted a thread on birdsite earlier because i was thinkin about pride flags n identities n stuff and figured i may as well copypaste it over here bc why not
going to make the Mira Pride Flag and its just some colors i like and it will be the flag to use for when im mira.
im not really looking at twitter much anymore (i uninstalled the app and i have browser extensions to forcibly limit my time here) and idk if pride flag discourse is back in vogue on here or whatever this is more just me reflecting on my identity and makin a shitpost out of it
but like i am kind of at the point where im just "labels are just fuckin made up maaan" and pride flags have become a little alien to me lol. like certainly they can be useful for some people, and nice as a way to signal support or people who you might have similar experiences to
but like... ive kind of realized that someone else being trans, or lesbian/bi/pan/queer, or so on, for me doesnt on its own provide much of a useful data point on whether ill be able to relate to that person. ive got so much shit goin on thats weird and messy and hard to neatly label or explain. plus the only Communities i have access to rn are online, and basically every one of those feels incredibly hostile and unsafe these days so. idk, finding the right boxes to put myself in so that i can Fit In With Those People is a little futile.
also genuinely think that the efforts of ppl, especially young lgbt folks,to enforce extremely rigid definitions for every label and group and body type, does way more harm than good, making rules about who is and isnt allowed to resonate with a label/idea is just. very Cis Brain
anyway im a weird queer dragon animal and i like spending time around other weird queer/trans/etc animals and thats all i rly care about thank u
NSFW art, pokemon, donut
Learning how to ink with my new tablet by drawing some Archeops hole, because what else would you do?
Available in Original and Diet!
Links to SFW and NSFW FA/Weasyl submissions
Posted these up on art sites as well!
NSFW Version (With 1st-person microfic in the desc)
Dropbox link with both versions and alts
birdsite, art account
For anybody who's (unfortunately) still on twitter, I set up an art account over there! Check it out! If you wanna! https://twitter.com/ragged_lady
drawing of nb deer in bikini NOW IN COLOR(S)
i wasn't planning to do this many versions at first but then i couldn't decide on a hair color and realized the two main ones i was considering could go well with pride flag motifs, and THEN i turned on both hair layers at the same time by accident and they magically formed fuckin perfect Trans Hair so, had 2 throw that together real quick too
anyway thanks, and enjoy deer
this morning i have a deep sinking despair in my guts about the now-inevitable collapses of society and the ecosystem. how the time to start making changes to avoid planetary extinction was years and years ago and the powers in charge -still- don't even acnowledge it's real. how there's "more wealtha nd prosperity than ever" which actually just means that corporations are wringing employees' necks better than ever before and stealing more of the product of that fresh-squeezed blood for themselves. how the country i've been stuck in my whole life has decided the time is ripe to start carrying out ethnic cleansing, now that WW2's far enough in the past that nobody reeeeally cares anymore, or remembers that nazi germany got a lot of its ideas directly from the US and their treatment of black people. how utterly powerless i am to change any of this. how i'm just a vestige, a barely-hanging-on nonfunctional scrap that the sysstem hasn't managed to shake off yet, but definitely wants dead because i don't/can't contribute Value and Production for it to wring. how the very best i could hope for at this point, even were my body and brain suddenly magically fixed to become functional, even if there was an employer i could -actually fucking get to- who would be willing to hire a trans with no work experience at 26, would be minimum wage with shitty irregular hours and not nearly enough of anything to actually. sustain a life outside my parents house, or move.
even the best case scenario, even if the election was magically won by a super progressive leftist eco-commie who wanted to change all of this... itd be too late. that won't be til the start of 2021. the ice caps are already in a positive melting feedback loop we can't stop. kids are already being ripped from their parents, lives are already being shattered and taken. the process of pushing through bureaucracy to even just. begin to begin to pick up the pieces would take years still after that. we don't have that kind of time anymore. and there's no insignificant chance that trump or another republican could just win again too, in which case there literally is just no hope for the continuation of human society as it exists lol. also probably WW3
the other day i posted on my twitter vent that basically like, im resigned to all this, there is no hope for humans as a species and honestly given what they've wrought on the earth, on all the other life on the planet (and as far as we know, the universe) they probably deserve it. that there's no sense in worrying about the inevitable, and that all im going to do from now on is care about my friends and loved ones, spend as much time with them as i can, do as much for them as im able
but... i guess it's not so easy to just Do That ahah. to drown out the cries of suffering from billions of people around the world, to ignore the death knell of a planet. certainly not in the early hours of the morning, when nobody else i know is up, and i'm just stuck here all alone with my thoughts and my computer in my parents' basement hundreds of miles away from the people i love
it's not easy. none of this is easy. it's unlikely anything will be easy ever again. and i've only ever been good at easy things. i don't know how to contend with genuine challenge, let alone legitimately insurmountable odds, on end, every single day for the rest of eternity
i just wish i could....at least be living around people i care about during these end days. and there's probably still a bit of time, a decade, two, maybe three if we're real lucky, before... yknow, idunno, i was gonna say "before things break down completely" but. look at *motions vaguely towards everything*. it's already breaking down lol. for those at the lower levels of society life is already and always has been a hellish tooth-and-nail scrape for survival. the only real difference is going to be how high up on the ladder those effects start being felt. or really, how many more people fall off the ever-dwindling "middle class" in an increasingly stratified society. anyway the point of this whole tangent is that, there's probably still time for me to at least get some place where things are slightly better, where maybe i can be around my loved ones, before it's not possible anymore. but. idunno. it's just.. yeah.
discourse, antis, im tired
remember when "horny people have no rights" was a meme and then every online teen took it fully seriously and made it the core tenet of their ideology so now we've got a significant chunk of the online left that agrees with fascists on "people who like weird sex are degenerates". good times! real fun stuff.
Donuts, Gapes, Eggs, Just A Lot Of Lurid Stuff Going On
FINALLY this is a piece that i wound up working on for. nearly a week lmao x.=.x but i'm real happy with how it came out!!
this one has ABOUT A MILLION alts, gaped, ungaped, eggs, scat (all behind clearly labeled folders so don't worry) and cum/no cum + lineart/background versions of each. check out the dropbox folder there's a fuckin ton there!!
Large Girl Rump + Junk
This one was a quick thing i whipped up on a day when I just couldnt get fat girl nuts off my mind
Big Butt Egg
does what it says on the tin!!
if you're a brave enough soul, there's an alternate version with a Different Kind Of Butt Egg (you will have fair warning before reaching it tho)
masto absence stuff ~
i didn't really like, intend to take a hiatus or anything, it just kinda happened because there's been so much intense stress going on in my life, and keeping up with twitter AND 2 instances was too much, plus i have felt kinda.... Weird socially on here. tbh i still think my AD twitter is a more comfortable space for me rn because its where most of my close friends are, but i do wanna at least try to start using this a little bit again
I'm Mira! Trans girl, dragon kin, big scalie dork. 18+ May post NSFW stuff!
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