NSFW furry art, nudity Show more
Sketch I did of my fursona that wound up turning into a roughish lineart, based on a photo ref I took of myself! Today I tweaked a couple things and added a smidge of shading in places to try and start figuring out pencil stuff again.
Also hashtags are supposed to be actually useful on this site so uhhh #FurryArt I guess??
Links to SFW and NSFW FA/Weasyl submissions Show more
Posted these up on art sites as well!
NSFW Version (With 1st-person microfic in the desc)
Dropbox link with both versions and alts
hey yall ever draw ur fursona as an Evil Gardening Scientist? me too
drawing of nb deer in bikini NOW IN COLOR(S) Show more
i wasn't planning to do this many versions at first but then i couldn't decide on a hair color and realized the two main ones i was considering could go well with pride flag motifs, and THEN i turned on both hair layers at the same time by accident and they magically formed fuckin perfect Trans Hair so, had 2 throw that together real quick too
anyway thanks, and enjoy deer
existential dread Show more
this morning i have a deep sinking despair in my guts about the now-inevitable collapses of society and the ecosystem. how the time to start making changes to avoid planetary extinction was years and years ago and the powers in charge -still- don't even acnowledge it's real. how there's "more wealtha nd prosperity than ever" which actually just means that corporations are wringing employees' necks better than ever before and stealing more of the product of that fresh-squeezed blood for themselves. how the country i've been stuck in my whole life has decided the time is ripe to start carrying out ethnic cleansing, now that WW2's far enough in the past that nobody reeeeally cares anymore, or remembers that nazi germany got a lot of its ideas directly from the US and their treatment of black people. how utterly powerless i am to change any of this. how i'm just a vestige, a barely-hanging-on nonfunctional scrap that the sysstem hasn't managed to shake off yet, but definitely wants dead because i don't/can't contribute Value and Production for it to wring. how the very best i could hope for at this point, even were my body and brain suddenly magically fixed to become functional, even if there was an employer i could -actually fucking get to- who would be willing to hire a trans with no work experience at 26, would be minimum wage with shitty irregular hours and not nearly enough of anything to actually. sustain a life outside my parents house, or move.
even the best case scenario, even if the election was magically won by a super progressive leftist eco-commie who wanted to change all of this... itd be too late. that won't be til the start of 2021. the ice caps are already in a positive melting feedback loop we can't stop. kids are already being ripped from their parents, lives are already being shattered and taken. the process of pushing through bureaucracy to even just. begin to begin to pick up the pieces would take years still after that. we don't have that kind of time anymore. and there's no insignificant chance that trump or another republican could just win again too, in which case there literally is just no hope for the continuation of human society as it exists lol. also probably WW3
the other day i posted on my twitter vent that basically like, im resigned to all this, there is no hope for humans as a species and honestly given what they've wrought on the earth, on all the other life on the planet (and as far as we know, the universe) they probably deserve it. that there's no sense in worrying about the inevitable, and that all im going to do from now on is care about my friends and loved ones, spend as much time with them as i can, do as much for them as im able
but... i guess it's not so easy to just Do That ahah. to drown out the cries of suffering from billions of people around the world, to ignore the death knell of a planet. certainly not in the early hours of the morning, when nobody else i know is up, and i'm just stuck here all alone with my thoughts and my computer in my parents' basement hundreds of miles away from the people i love
it's not easy. none of this is easy. it's unlikely anything will be easy ever again. and i've only ever been good at easy things. i don't know how to contend with genuine challenge, let alone legitimately insurmountable odds, on end, every single day for the rest of eternity
i just wish i could....at least be living around people i care about during these end days. and there's probably still a bit of time, a decade, two, maybe three if we're real lucky, before... yknow, idunno, i was gonna say "before things break down completely" but. look at *motions vaguely towards everything*. it's already breaking down lol. for those at the lower levels of society life is already and always has been a hellish tooth-and-nail scrape for survival. the only real difference is going to be how high up on the ladder those effects start being felt. or really, how many more people fall off the ever-dwindling "middle class" in an increasingly stratified society. anyway the point of this whole tangent is that, there's probably still time for me to at least get some place where things are slightly better, where maybe i can be around my loved ones, before it's not possible anymore. but. idunno. it's just.. yeah.
aaaaaaaaa look at this patch i got from CloverHare on twitter
plane dragons are so blessed............
discourse, antis, im tired Show more
remember when "horny people have no rights" was a meme and then every online teen took it fully seriously and made it the core tenet of their ideology so now we've got a significant chunk of the online left that agrees with fascists on "people who like weird sex are degenerates". good times! real fun stuff.
Donuts, Gapes, Eggs, Just A Lot Of Lurid Stuff Going On Show more
FINALLY this is a piece that i wound up working on for. nearly a week lmao x.=.x but i'm real happy with how it came out!!
this one has ABOUT A MILLION alts, gaped, ungaped, eggs, scat (all behind clearly labeled folders so don't worry) and cum/no cum + lineart/background versions of each. check out the dropbox folder there's a fuckin ton there!!
Large Girl Rump + Junk Show more
This one was a quick thing i whipped up on a day when I just couldnt get fat girl nuts off my mind
Big Butt Egg Show more
does what it says on the tin!!
if you're a brave enough soul, there's an alternate version with a Different Kind Of Butt Egg (you will have fair warning before reaching it tho)
honestly tho idk what i have to post about rn because life the past few weeks has mainly just been alternating between "dealing with traumatic levels of stress" and "playing MHGU" lmao
masto absence stuff ~ Show more
i didn't really like, intend to take a hiatus or anything, it just kinda happened because there's been so much intense stress going on in my life, and keeping up with twitter AND 2 instances was too much, plus i have felt kinda.... Weird socially on here. tbh i still think my AD twitter is a more comfortable space for me rn because its where most of my close friends are, but i do wanna at least try to start using this a little bit again
maybe i should start posting here again oop
APAF All Possums Are Fruit
-/~ Show more
i really do wanna start doing some design stuff with the character/sona ideas that have been going through my head lately and also make a bunch of fuckin porn, it's just drawing is such a tough series of needles to thread between "are my arms good enough" "is my mental state good enough" "can i overcome the allure of doing other easier less productive things instead" "also i dont really have any workspace available rn which i dont know what to do about uh"