Jarek @jvrrck@dragon.style

Mm, anime hair.

Like, some people take a lil' while to "get" it. :) Which is fine, no rush!

And many still read me as just a guy, no non-binary included, even some fellow trans people! Which is also fine, I mean, close enough. And for some of these folks, understanding and accepting me as a guy is a pretty big leap from their old paradigm!

Some of these folks even start (re)considering their own gender identities and presentations. :3 I'm very glad to be of use if they start down this path. 💚

Continuing with pride month, thinking of connecting 💜

I love wearing dresses. It's even more enjoyable now I've been on testosterone for almost a year!

Where I live isn't always a safe place for someone who might be read as a guy in girl's clothes. But the vast majority of my experiences have been positive! Many people don't mind or else are adorably confused-and-polite.

I am comfortable and confident in my gender, cis-het guyfriends especially appreciate and respect these traits.

Become harmonics
Drink the sound from all around
Head, throat, chest — as one

I'm sketching!

Becoming Harmonious
Sensory Confluence
See through me
My only wish
To animate experience

When I see the way you look
Shaken by how long it took
I could do about anything
I could even learn how to love like you

Love me like you

Today I have felt loved. 💜

My kitty is super cuddly on chilly days, especially when I throw this fuzzy housecoat on overtop my clothing.

It's been chilly and raining out — I'm so glad I live in a house not packed full of things, as I've been practicing hoop and staff indoors.

Nosed around Facebook and found some hoopers who hit up the usual parks when it's sunny. Just biding my time until the weather changes.

Going to investigate a couple of the inner city parks tomorrow, Sundays are a good day to find prop spinners and drum circles.

This entire season of WTNV, where Carlos is away from Cecil in a different dimension, is very sweet and makes me tear up a bit.

Unexpectedly Productive Day has been productive and satisfying, yay!

Came home to my roommate having cleaned all of the main floor common areas, something I was planning on tackling later but hey! Less for me to do. xD I've been hanging out with her more and quite enjoy her company.

Now I have a book and, hopefully soon, Skype. Then I clean my bedroom and bathroom. Maybe do some RP as my reward after. :3 Hehehe.

Just before sleep, been dozing:

"You are a hero."
"I'm not a hero, I'm a scientist!"
"Well, then 'scientist' will always be my word for hero."

—WTNV #49 "Old Oak Doors Part A"

I'm quite proud of myself for how I've been budgeting for this staff purchase too. It's involved a bit of juggling payments to things, changing my grocery lists around, and delving into my newly re-established savings, but I'm so very determined to make it worth every penny! :3 And then some.

Landmark passed today, two months of not touching my dick. As Master says, I am for stuffing. x3

Orgasm delay, denial, asking for permission, and chastity - they could be tinged with humiliation, but I'm finding less of that and more of other reasons to enjoy the experience all the time.

I always did like humiliation to an extent, and I still do! But I'm finding out just how extensive a range my kink enjoyment has. And it's so nice. 💜 Serene. 'Denial' without frustration. Mmm.

Glowstaff is here! Squee! Very sturdy, very easy to take apart once you know what you're doing, will easily fit into my backpack. :3 I don't (yet) own a collapsible hoop, but have a smaller pair I will try taking along with me Fri if weather is nice.

Deadpool 2 was enjoyable as was the evening. Meeting new people is yay.

My therapist is in a new office he shares with my psychiatrist, saw it for the first time today and it's /beautiful/. All his succulents have South-facing windows to bask in!