riley @bupy@dragon.style

im here to eat sour gummies and kiss snakes and im all out of sour gummies

@Aarkethrix describe the love of your life:

people think i dont eat mcdonalds because i have self control but really its because they have zero menu items i can eat

the MOMENT they release a veggie or fish burger in chile i can and WILL enter a McFoodComa

go to sleep snake uwu

its also slight misogyny sometimes but it's whatever, catching people off guard with it is funny

i have a very distinct intentional "bad" english online for the sake of tone and style, and i'm pretty open about being chilean, so generally people assume those are related

but actually, i have a whole ass degree in english

no matter where i am in life, i will always be able to make quick garlic bread and instant soup to go with it, and i think that's the second best thing this world has to offer

they really had to go and make the hottest chozo character in the whole series super genuinely evil huh??

not happy with making the space dragon be the biggest asshole in the galaxy u also had to make the hot bird dad completely unfuckable huh!!!

nintendo is personally targeting me

i think today i will drink some wine and try to think only about handsome snakes instead of my bad social anxiety lately

been looking at metroid dread and how hard it is and personally, it really, really makes me wanna buy it because i love that kind of challenge where i get to throw myself at something again and again until i have it perfect

but there's no reason for it not to have accessibility options. you're just gating cool story to people who want to see it

seeing people be like "lol this game journalist said they were a metroid fan yet struggled with standard metroid difficulty" is just toxic elitism on the same level of "non fps games aren't real games"

when people dunk on game journalists for meekly suggesting that a game might be difficult and would benefit from an optional difficulty slider, they are signaling to every casual player and disabled person that they're not to be trusted

it's almost like not everyone grew up with videogames or has weeks of time to dedicate to them. accessibility options are never bad

i should've gotten over it a long time ago and yet i haven't. it still hurts so, so much. every single time im reminded

i guess it's just this long agonizing process of killing off and grieving the part of me that wanted more. of accepting that the naive, unrealistically loving person i tried to be can't survive in this world

of just, accepting that no matter who i try to be it'll never change the inherent cruelty in this world. i can't care enough to make others care too. i just have to cut my losses and only give love where it is reciprocated

my phone's super old and i gotta change it at some point but one dumb thing holding me back is how awful i look when i take pics with a better camera

it bums me out really really bad that maybe i just look like that all the time, and i've been lying to myself by using this shitty camera

lately i'm in a sort of limbo where i feel kinda bad about my body but i don't feel horrible about it

it feels rough and i really don't like that, but it's not bad enough to hate it. not sure how to deal with that. i guess i should try to take better care of it or something

how unfair is it that my best selfie of all time, with the most flattering angle and expression for my face, is a nude, so i cant use it anywhere

i'm not a second hand woman, or a consolation prize. i'm not flattered by some cis dipshit saying i'm so pretty it "compensates" for my transness

if you don't value me as i am and equally as much as a cis woman then you can take your backhanded compliments and choke on them

on one hand i'm sure it's validating to some newer or younger or less assertive trans women,

but i'm getting kinda sick of how people, especially celebrities, going "yeah whatever you're pretty enough that i don't mind if you're trans" is seen as "trans-positive" when all it means is "i like cis women but i'll settle for you if you look cis enough"

a little wip of an old character of mine uwu