if nothing else I really need a job so I can finally have a regular schedule to keep myself to

but I still haven't heard anything, not even a damn interview from months of looking. maybe I'm looking in the wrong places? maybe I'm looking for the wrong stuff?

the fact I can't even take a shitty part time gig because it'd mess up my benefits and stuff is really shitty too. I'd be okay with finding some dumb retail job or whatever, but I *need* full time x.x