**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 16:08

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 16:08

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber

Apr 23, 2019, 16:08

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber

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Well... I've been a tad suicidal before.

To be honest, I mostly exist out of spite towards everyone who wants "people like me" gone from the face of the earth so they can live in their normative and othering dystopia.

FUCK all of them. They won't have it!
Who's with me?

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Alternatively: Hi, I'm suffering. How are you?

**Qwyrdo & REM MIGRATING** @Qwyrdo@catgirl.science · Apr 23, 2019, 16:43

**Qwyrdo & REM MIGRATING** @Qwyrdo@catgirl.science · Apr 23, 2019, 16:43

Apr 23, 2019, 16:43

Qwyrdo & REM MIGRATING @Qwyrdo@catgirl.science

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@CheshireEmber Yeah, any time I think of my future, this is me. So I focus on the present as much as possible.

*offers hugs*

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 16:50

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 16:50

Apr 23, 2019, 16:50

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber

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@Qwyrdo Thank you for being here with me. 💜 *claims hug and hugs back*

In the present, I also did laundry, laughing into the face of society!

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 17:07

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 17:07

Apr 23, 2019, 17:07

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber

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@boisdevache 💜 Thank you too.

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 17:09

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 17:09

Apr 23, 2019, 17:09

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber

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@loptr_punk and you! ✊😸

**loptr-punk ✩** @loptr_punk@anarchism.space · Apr 23, 2019, 18:33

**loptr-punk ✩** @loptr_punk@anarchism.space · Apr 23, 2019, 18:33

Apr 23, 2019, 18:33

loptr-punk ✩ @loptr_punk@anarchism.space

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@CheshireEmber
💕 💕

I've had two or three brief but intense bouts with suicidation in the last month alone. As it turns out, I have a cyclical pattern in which I start writing people, places, and plans off for small hurtful occurrences until I don't feel like there's anywhere left for me to move to and feel safe.

Coming up out of that currently, trying to be mindful of what I do have in terms of support / fulfillment and focus on that.

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · 2019-04-23T20:35:50Z

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber Listen

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@loptr_punk *nods* this reads very relatable. I value your contributions to our universe, so it's good you're still here. 💜

If emotional support is in order (and you feel safe with this idea) please don't hesitate to @ me, because believe me: if I see that you struggled later, I'll wish I could have been there to help. Not to mention the other outcome.
(However, just saying, no strings attached.)

Apr 23, 2019, 20:35 · Tusky · 0 · 1

**loptr-punk ✩** @loptr_punk@anarchism.space · Apr 23, 2019, 20:44

**loptr-punk ✩** @loptr_punk@anarchism.space · Apr 23, 2019, 20:44

Apr 23, 2019, 20:44

loptr-punk ✩ @loptr_punk@anarchism.space

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@CheshireEmber
I greatly appreciate it ♡ Thank you so much. Feel free to DM me if you ever want or need someone to chat. I may not always be immediately available but I will always try, and will definitely always respond.

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 22:04

**benign vicinity hinkypunks** @CheshireEmber · Apr 23, 2019, 22:04

Apr 23, 2019, 22:04

benign vicinity hinkypunks @CheshireEmber

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@loptr_punk Ditto ♡ Same

(interpersonal stuff seems to be difficult right now, like... expressing emotion in a meaningful way. This explanation: no problem. xD )

Anyhow: 💜 (good to have a catchall handy)